an interesting realization.

i was thinking about the people i found attractive. i thought of something they all have in common.

(yeah, i watched brokeback mountain a few days ago)

so, have you noticed anything that these three beautiful people have in common?

no?

here's a hint.
the only one of my favourite people i can think of right now who does not fit here is the wonderful lee pace. here he is:
pretty goodlooking, yes?

but what if he looked like this?
OMGLOVE.


in conclusion: facial moles are teh sexy.

my new favourite: sunset rubdown- dragonslayer.

i believe in growing old with grace.
i believe she only loved my face.
i believe i acted like a child, making faces at acquired taste.

spencer krug.
god, i love that man.

seeing this band live is probably one of the top things on my list of things to do in my lifetime. things like this are why i hate living in this corner of the country.



in other news, the library gave my job away before i got to them. that's kind of sucky. but on the bright side, there's a job making yarn that seems fairly promising. except it's 20 minutes out of town. but making yarn? as a job? awesome.

i'm mildly crazy.

i did a personality disorder test. apparently, i am afraid of getting too close to others because of a fear of rejection, with a side of ocd and mild schizophrenia. the first was not surprising, but i found the next two pretty interesting.

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: Low
Narcissistic: Low
Avoidant: Very High
Dependent: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

but there was one question that i think could have summed up the entire test for me:
"Do you yearn for intimate relationships yet feel that you are too socially inept to obtain them?"
that's pretty much my entire life.

i forgot.

oh, hi, blog. i forgot about you.

i've been pretty busy lately, i guess. i spent the entire weekend doing a religious studies midterm, which i still have one sentence left to do and can't think of a way to tie it together. i also have an art history midterm coming up on tuesday that i haven't even begun to think about yet.

oh, life.

i find myself wanting it to be summer, which is rare for me. i'm going to live a wonderful bohemian lifestyle involving bicycles, fresh vegetables, streams and waterfalls, and vintage things.

but for now, i get snow and midterms.

and i lost my keys last thursday. i'm hoping they'll show up tomorrow, but it's not looking good. i really would rather not spend the almost one hundred dollars to get them replaced.